Thursday, November 19, 2009

Freestyle Marathon!!!!!

Alright! Here we go! We're are going to give this a whirl for all the hip hop heads and rap all-stars. This is something I would like to do every week so let me know if you are on board.

Here's the deal:
I will compose a set of lyrics via email and send it out. Those who want to participate add yours to the email and send to everyone on the list [reply to all] and any others you want to share with. Want me to drop you FROM THE LIST? JUST LET ME KNOW.

These Will also be posted on my blog[ azureworks.blogspot.com ], and if you want feel free to do your key spitting there in the comments, but don't forget to tag it so we know who you are.

These are the rules: NO vulgarities, obscenities, or curse words including H*** or D***] keep it clean. This is purely for fun. So if you're down…Come follow me.


THE MOLESTED PLAYER
WOW, being young it never felt so good,
having an Older Woman feel your wood.
Showing you things, that makes you brag and sing.
Not realizing the agony of this terrifying thunder,
which if found out would make the masses wonder?
To see a young man still wet behind the ears,
to see his innocents taken as he smiled behind his tears!!!
To hide the pain and shame of being molested,
a " master player" emerged who could not be tested!
No woman was safe from him reaching home base,
a challenging game( a woman) became his case.
From ease to hard came the race,
trying to find that one to stop his chase....
From a taste that was great,
to a feel that seemed so real,
to a smell he wish he could tell.
He searched for that one who had it all.
Traumatized by one, I craved something I lack.
So I devoured all women like I was hooked on crack..
No one was ever good enough to quench my fire,
which made me become just a big liar.
Make them feel special to play my game,
but in the end all it was, was Lame!!
To conquer was my claim to fame,
stickin' and movin' was how I played the game.
Giving no thought to the lives I've hurt.
Just challenging myself to put another notch in my belt,
closing my heart and not caring how the ladies felt...
As I wonder if there is a woman alive to change my path.
So I can give all my passion too instead of deceit and wrath.
Lies that turned into good-byes,
all because of my great disguise,
Fooling myself I was every woman's ultimate prize.
When a woman would become my only demise.
Having a wife thinking I could change my life,
but only thing I caused was grief and strife.....
But it comes a time for when the life I live in the secrets of night,
my power master " GOD " must bring it to light....
So until then,
I sit in darkness and cry and yelp,
waiting and praying to change my bitter life's taste.
Quietly hoping someone hears my cry for HELP!!!!
But most of all for "GOD's" mercy and His Grace..........
by Maurice aka: SHADOW
I sat by a window and thought of a rhyme
And decided to slow it down this one time
The summer is rolling in
And so much is changing
The older ages keep on approaching
And there is less time remaining
Every day you can consider the good and the bad
You weigh the value of the outcomes that you've had
Dandelions are a nuisance but they are beautiful too
Sparking the imagination and the fun things you used to
Do with them. Watching as they float on the breeze
The small whimsical little things
Imagining that they were fairies
And the joy that would bring
Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust
But in the moments that are remaining this Bud is for us
So go and grab you a drink of whatever is good to you
Shout it out to life and Toast it to the Blue.
Keep it cool yall.
M2thaJ-azureworks.blogspot.com

"THE GAME"
Going to a party just to search for a girl,
to wine and dine her and give her a whirl.
From the simplest of lines,
to the best pick up lines,
I can get her without a sip of wine.
All these women trying to take me to bed,
when some to me was just a chicken head.
Let me explain how some felt they're stuff was so sweet that it could fascinate,
simple minded ones lie and say, two weeks after we went on that date,
they're late, to try to say they got me to inseminate.
The easiest of them all they can do is try to contaminate
then send you to the clinic burning to get that shot and pay the doctors rate.
Hmm, now you got the mean ones that try to make you Irate,
piss you off trying to make you hit them, then call the police, so the cops can incarcerate.
Let's not forget those who go Loco,
mess up your car now I have to call Geico.
The crafty ones feel they could take me to bliss,
just because they gave me that special kiss.
But truth of the matter is from our first bout,
they come to realize that they just got turned out !
All the while I was looking for that one who was not on a perch,
who was willing to go with me to church.
Help me find Jesus, so he can cleanse my soul and regenerate,
so the word of GOD can free my mind and illuminate.
So in the future I can truly find the right date.
But all of this is my rise to fame, trying not to look lame,
not to be bad and cause myself shame.
Turn around and find someone to blame,
When we're all the same.
From ashes to ashes and dust to dust we came,
staying on top is how we aim.
All in the name of playing THE GAME.....
by Maurice aka: "SHADOW"

    Origins: M2thaJ

    Before I begin
    Let me let you all in
    On the M2thaJ
    And what he used to be like
    You know back in the day
    Since the age of three
    I was sure about me
    Didn't like the fights
    That were all around me
    You grow up thinking
    things are going to change
    But the more you kept on looking
    the more they stayed the same
    When I turned six is when it really started
    Brother coming in drunk
    My mother broken hearted
    Trying bring the ruckus
    Talking bout he gonna kill us
    That can be hard to understand
    For someone younger than a man
    That was not the end for years
    This thing would roll on
    The fights, the knives the guns
    All I kept on thinking
    Is I just have to hold on.
    Mom wouldn't make him go
    Like a bad abusive marriage
    But there's no way I would stay
    And let my future perish
    I worry all the time
    even though he's now moved out
    Cause he still comes around
    To holler scream and shout
    You always love your fam
    But sometimes you have to let them go
    If you want to live
    Remember I've told you so.
    Break your chain. No matter what it is. The only cage is you. Fear is just a key to keep you locked up. If you hate your very life then you can escape it. Death and suicide is not the answer. Conquer, overcome, reclaim what's already yours. Freedom and self worth.

    M2thaJ

    Ok ok. I will finally add my two cyber coins..
    Wake up and smell the coffee,
    freedom is there for the offer,
    speak your mind while they still let you,
    if it's popular enough they want berate you,
    at one time we were not color blind,
    not that is behind the times its a new level..of rhyme
    integrity and conviction is more valuable than gold
    but say something different dont fit the mold
    truth is truth no matter the source
    widespread morals are up for divorce
    beauty with a brain is nowadays rare
    have an opinion if you dare
    little by little society puts us in a box
    better guard your heart and don't give the keys..to the locks
    im outta here
    No static at all(pat stallings)

    Voice of a movement:

    I remember the smooth sounds of hip hop

    vibrating streets and windows as the bass dropped

    slow rolling cars with windows rolled down

    dressed like Run DMC and not like a clown

    How fly it was to break dance on all the blocks

    Dance battles no bloodshed on a cardboard box

    movies that made us laugh and say

    how they get him up on that ceiling

    which made it cool. What a great feeling

    but with all of that came the voice of recogniton

    the need for conscious thought to point us to a mission

    "I'm Proud to be black ya'll and it's a fact ya'll! And i will never never ever take it back ya'll"

    "You gotta fight for your right....to Partayyyy!"

    What ever made you stand up and say

    i have more value i have more worth

    than to sit here blowing trees

    saying that it came up from the earth

    iT WAS THE VOICE THAT CALLED US HIGHER

    THE VOICE THAT LIT A FIRE

    "bURN HOLLYWOOD bURN" WAS A FAVORITE ANTHEM

    I started to understand that on the other side of the tracks

    it was us against them

    But if i was going to be awake if i was going to be alive

    then i had to step back

    then it was up to me and i had to decide

    was i going to be a follower and do what others said

    or listen to heated magma truth that was boiling in my head

    within us is a cause scratching to get out

    but trying to hold it back is not what it's about

    Reaching our potential. Leading our own private revolutions

    in those separate journeys will come some sound reconstitutions

    of Conscience.

    M2thaJ

    Brother Marius spoke of “private revolutions” – how profound!

    Well here’s what I’ve got to lay down!

    I’m leading a peace revolt.

    All you reading take note.

    I’m not talking world movement kind-

    I’m talking individual peace of mind.

    Exploring deeper consciousness with a goal of stronger self,

    Seeking higher purposes, long life, and great wealth.

    Not talking wealth as in dollars y’all (though don’t we all want that)

    I’m talking wealth as in spiritual truth and meaning – that’s where it’s at.

    And while I’m at it – gotta look at the health situation.

    Purify and strengthen the body- give some doctors a vacation.

    The revolution begins within

    Take stock of what is and ain’t and then begin

    To focus on long-term healing-physical, spiritual, mental-body, soul, and mind

    Then see just what kind of peace you will find.

    Spring is here – time for cleansing, renewal, and healing

    Let’s all have our own “private revolution” ritual of spring cleaning.

    Out with negativity, jealousy and envy, anger, and those things that hurt and destroy

    In with beauty, art, music, love, peace, and joy.

    The peace revolt – starting here-now-today.

    I stand positioned to lead it – with myself – and take it all the way.

    Won’t you join me?

    Kimeya coming in from a brief hiatus – have a blessed weekend!

    More on Personal Revolutions – Wars of the Mind

    Conspiracy theorist? Yeah that’s me!

    Not ashamed to admit it, no-

    I just need to speak about what I see

    Agree or disagree – up to you, yo!

    All this talk about the economy going south

    Yeah, some of it might be true, but not for those at the top

    Businesses closing, going bankrupt, laying folks off

    Who hurts the most? Not “the man” – no, not the big bosses-not so much!

    Here’s what I believe

    And you can take this however you please

    I think its all a ploy

    To get us back down on our knees

    Begging and pleading for scraps again

    No more nice homes or fancy cars

    They want you to feel like you have to take what you can get

    Lest you all think you can live like stars

    The reaper has come to tear your American dream to shreds

    How dare you think that applied to you!

    You got too uppity – got the big head!

    Got to knock you down a peg or two.

    It’s another kind of terrorism game they’re playing

    But this time the evil ones are attacking us where we live

    Be afraid they say – be very afraid

    ‘Cause we ain’t got no more money to give.

    Company money is tight-got to let some of y’all go

    Not making the money we did last year

    It’s only a little bit less than before, but we expected more.

    So sorry dear!

    The truth is - there's money there

    Do you really think these businesses would have so much lack?

    They are just trying to find ways to get cheaper labor-they don't care

    Trying to replace the longer tenured, higher salaried workers and push everyone else back.

    So, what's a revolutionist to do, in a situation like this?

    First off - be aware

    No need to get angry and point your fist

    No need either to be too scared.

    Prepare yourself for anything that happens

    Get more knowledge and up your skills

    Think about things that can be done other than what you're doing now

    Entrepreneurship might not be so bad a deal.

    Lets support each other more in our side hustles and personal ventures

    Buy somebody's painting, let them sell and bake you a pie

    Let's wage the war on the "so-called" economy a different way

    By hooking each other up - then my oh my.

    We can make this big y'all - trade services -I for you, you for me

    I'll wash your back and you wash mine

    If I have something to offer, I'll give it to you for free

    If you can give me something back in kind.

    If not, we can work out an agreement to purchase or trade

    One way or another, we'll be taken care of and have it made in the shade.

    Let's get it started, y'all!

    Kimeya comin’ out early to begin a four day weekend on a hot note! God Bless!

    Kim Alexander


    1st amendment: No rights to it

    Speak Out Speak out

    Go ahead and open your mouth

    Shout out shout out

    Please tell the world what you're talking about

    But don't you start blastin

    Flambéin and lambastin…anyone in your area

    Hiding behind the wall of 1st amendment hysteria

    "Don't you try to censor me and the things that I say"

    "because I like being irresponsible and want to keep it that way"

    yet you look at the world and think oh what a shame

    want someone else to do somethin and won't take none of the blame

    it's amazing in my eyes how such amazing things get twisted

    because one person found a loophole everyone else miss it

    the point...you see the rights we received that define you and me

    does not mean we submit ourselves to a low-grade society

    censorship yes can be a bad thing

    but if it's not oppressive why would that be daunting

    let's emotionally bully everyone until they let us have our way

    tear down the walls of order let chaos and death rule the day

    1st amendment let's us speak out against our government

    to protect us in the face of tyrannical civil punishment

    if you felt there was a need to go challenge the establishment

    what a great country we live in; though we know it has its problems

    but our goal is how, as a united group, we can work to solved them

    if feeding curse words and hate to kids is your solution

    sitting on your apathetic self righteous soap box searching for absolution

    is a path and a cause that's worth fighting for

    then what will you do when all the strength, character, and all your rights go out the door

    why should you stop a child from his right to bear arms

    so he takes it into school. yo what is the harm...in that

    if I form a group into a local militia

    right in the middle of your neighborhood

    who cares if it doesn't fit into your social picture

    intimidating yes that's why there is restraint

    words are just another subversive weapon

    when the wielders want to paint

    pictures with weak metaphors

    using words that underscore

    the need for moral culture and conscious entities

    Then and only then can fully enjoy our civil liberties.

    M2thaJ- Enjoy your Memorial- Think about a veteran WW2 ya'll-love and thoughts

    It’s Monday morning –trying to fight the first of the week blues-

    Feeling worn out from last week from my head down to my shoes.

    No rest for the weary – gotta keep on keeping on to pay my dues.

    Can’t stop thinking for a minute – otherwise I’ll lose!

    The weather is getting hotter in the ATL-it’s all over the news.

    But the rain comes in here and there to as if to diffuse

    Any outdoor plans you are trying to make

    So, either you get soggy or you bake

    Try to stay indoors where its cooler but that doesn’t make

    For the best of summer fun days-some days its hard to take.

    Looking forward to a vacation, but downside, gotta come back

    And usually there’s piles of work waiting - yeah, that’s whack.

    Work so hard trying to catch up that almost have a heart attack

    And can’t do much else at the end of the day but hit the old sack.

    What’s a girl to do in this work, work, and work some more world?

    Can’t retire yet, not since all the economy drama unfurled.

    401k money not what it used to be – set my plans in a whirl

    Will I be able to stop working at 70? Or will working as Walmart’s greeter be in store then for this girl?

    I guess for now I’ll have to focus on the little things that make the days seem brighter-

    A complement from a co-worker, a good joke, they make the burden a little lighter.

    A project finished and off my desk, a good poem or two from a fellow writer

    A back rub, a kiss or two from the s.o., and a request to be held tighter.

    It’s the little things

    That give the heart and soul wings

    Make us feel like we can sing

    When everything else life brings

    Makes us tired and wears us out

    Little things give us something to smile about

    Uplift us sometimes even to a shout

    Look for the good little things – to help bring the good feelings out.

    Remember what life is all about.

    Kimeya trying to get re-energized. Have a great week!

        It is a sad, sad day for us

      We’ve lost one of our best

      Say what you want about him –love him or not

      He was individual, creative, the finest

      Entertainer there ever was

      Or ever will be

      No one can touch him

      At least not for me.

      I still remember my very first concert

      I bought the tickets with my own hard earned money.

      The Jacksons Triumph or was it Victory Tour

      It was 1982 – and what was funny

      Looking back how I could actually afford on my $3.16 an hour salary

      To buy not only my ticket but my sister’s ticket too and these were floor seats!

      I was merely six rows away from the majesty,

      The awe and the splendor

      Of those beautiful men

      Moving with the music so beautifully

      Again and again.

      I lost my mind and stood in my chair

      And mimicked Michael’s every move.

      I swear to you he saw me standing there

      And smiled as he saw me try to prove

      That I could be just as “Bad” as he was

      Of course, I was no where close

      But that smile I’m sure was just for me was all I needed

      To get caught up and wrapped up in his music

      So even when the world depleted

      Him of all that he had left,

      Sucked him dry to the bone,

      I was pleading as he was

      Please – just leave him alone.

      I’ll admit – like everyone else

      I lost feeling for him time and again.

      But then I’d hear one of his songs, see a video

      And I’d remember when

      We shared a moment – something special-

      Maybe it was just all in my head, but to me it was real as can be

      Rest in peace, Dear Michael

      From the folks who love you so dearly – and me.

      Kimeya, praying for the Jackson family and everyone who loves Michael and the Jacksons.

        this week faces glisten

      eyes see ears listen
      too many have fallen
      the news reportin often
      micheal, farrah, and ed
      all have been laid to bed
      sanford's embarrassing his state
      iran's rights still out of date
      every issue vieing for attention
      each topic must get a mention
      one heart seems more important
      you decide which is urgent
      while you pick your passion
      leave room for other's attractions
      mj's absence is huge for me
      that breaking news rung tragedy
      watching videos of him all day
      individual mourning with nothing to say
      you may be watching charlie's angels
      praying God will eliminate cancer cells
      each has value to him who feels it
      be free to express you. don't conceal it
      you do you because i will do me
      this is your time. today you are free

      The Rain Must Fall
      tear drop stains
      from my heart they drain
      sweet as a kiss they carress my face
      Iconistic individuals now gone without a trace
      It's easy to be confused
      for a person's name to be abused
      it's easy to reprimand the outcry felt by many
      if you don't take the time to feel the pain of any
      To all those who know and have seen it all
      sing it from your heart because
      the Rain must Fall
      i don't know what it is
      but it's gonna come down
      i don't know what it is
      but i want to hear the sound
      cause the rain must fall
      Your hair it glistened gold
      and your part you sold
      as the golden angel
      hook line and sinker
      many men were stung by your aphrodite stinger
      or an arrow from her son cupid
      the mere presence of your smile could make men feel stupid
      you were gorgeous,lovely and full of life
      your impact was greater than what i have said
      Cause every can remember and cheered at "The Burning Bed"
      even more you did till the end you served
      here's hoping God gives you the send off you deserve.because
      the Rain must Fall
      i don't know what it is
      but it's gonna come down
      i don't know what it is
      but i want to hear the sound
      cause the rain must fall
      From the tender age of seven when i heard the song Ben
      I have followed your career till now from then
      When i first heard off the wall
      I knew you were going to explode
      And no matter how big you got
      still you strode
      to give more and more
      whenever you could
      understand the loss of your own childhood
      you surrounded yourself
      with all of the child loved things
      Neverland aside he astounded
      us every time he sings
      You were the shot that was heard around the world
      And became the inspiration for millions of boys and girls
      More could be said but
      I can't get my head around it all,
      because for all of us at some time...
      the Rain must Fall
      i don't know what it is
      but it's gonna come down
      i don't know what it is
      but i want to hear the sound
      cause the rain must fall
      To everyone who has seen the bevy of tragedy and been touched by it know that there are millions who understand
      RIP to those deaths that were famous but even more to the ones that are not everyone matters to someone, and some matter to almost everyone, but all matter.
      Marius "M2thaJ" James